he and i had something beautiful but so dysfunctional it couldn't last. i loved him so but i let him go 'cause i knew he'd never love me back. such pain as this souldn't have to be experienced. i'm still reeling from the loss still a little bit delirious. near to you i am healing but it's taking so long. 'cause though he's gone and you are wonderful it's hard to move on. yet i'm better near to you. you and i have something different and i'm enjoying it cautilously. i'm battle scarred and i'm working so hard  to get back to who i used to be. he's disappearing fading suddelly and i'm so close to being yours, won't you stay with me, please. near to you i'm healing but it's taking so long. 'cause though he's gone and you are wonderful it's hard to move on. yet i'm better near to you. i only know that i am better where you are. i only know that i am better where you are. I ONLY KNOW THAT I BELONG WHERE YOU ARE.


yet i'm better near to you.